| Thursday, September 24, 2009 |
| Reflections 1 |
Sometimes things occur in your life that make you re-evaluate certain aspects of it. I am sure I will have many of said occurances to come, and so this one is called "Reflections 1".
I am not a perfect person, nor do I claim or pretend to be. I try my hardest everyday to do right by everyone. And when I am surrounded by so many different types of people, I simply must remember that approaches work on some and not on others.
Some people find my willingness to help out somebody in a difficult situation to be a bit overbearing. At least, that was what I was told today, by someone I care about. The funny thing is, as typical as it is for me, I did not realize how much I actually cared until that person decided to walk away. Now, it is bothering me ot such an extent that I had tears in my eyes. And really, all I wanted to do was help.
In hindsight, fear also tends to control a lot of my thought process. If I feel like something is spinning out of control, I will do my best, just about anything I can to control it. That is a tick in my fight or flight response, which is kind of neat because as a psychology student, this is what I am studying.
In the future, I will try my hardest to work on these certain "personality" flaws when it comes to dealing with certain people. I truly will try to remember. Until then, my friend, I hope the world is good to you. As I was trying to explain and apparently did a horrible job at doing so, it's a cruel, cruel world out there. I'll never forget you. I hope one day you can see what my intentions were.
©2009 ~Chrissyisms |
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