| Friday, October 2, 2009 |
| And so it's October |
The year tends to just fly by. I already had my first real test at college, and scored 100%, and I have an exam coming up on Monday, and nothing but CRAP in my life right now, and it's just not cool.
My living arrangements suck. Plain and simple. We live in a household where the atmosphere is much like that of the Disney cartoon Cinderella. No kidding. Maybe worse. Unfortunately, being a single mom and all, I just do not see any plausible way out at the moment, shy of winning the lottery.
Also, I am worried that if I leave I will be forced to drop out of school, at least for now. And, who knows if I will ever pick it up again.
It really sucks. I made the effort. I got myself in. I did the paper work. I go to class everyday, and for what? To have to leave it all behind because of economical and social status? Now I know why people never seem to get ahead. Now I know why people give up.
The thirteen year old that lives here is nothing more than a spoiled brat, much like the wicked step sisters of Cinderella. Actually, let me clarify - she is far worse. She harasses me and my kids in every way possible, right down to going through and stealing our stuff, to sending me nasty harassing text messages, to doing things and destroying things, and blaming it on my kids, who later have to face the verbal attack from my aunt, her mother. She has the police sent here every other day due to her acts of stupidity, and her friends are just as bad. No one corrects this child, and when I bring this up, I am the one who is wrong. I believe the last text read: "HAHA MY MOM NEVER BELIEVES YOU . YOU SHOULD JUST SHUT UP OR YOU'LL FIND YOURSELF ON THE STREETS WHERE YOU BELONG".
I just can't deal. Somehow, I have to try. And I am not sure how.
~Chrissyisms |
posted by Chrissyisms @ 3:50 PM  |
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Hang in there Chrissy ur a doll and this will pass. You'll be fine. See you in twitter land.
-JohnTalleos
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You are so sweet...thanks hun
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Hang in there Chrissy ur a doll and this will pass. You'll be fine. See you in twitter land.
-JohnTalleos